Blessed Family

So tomorrow begins a new chapter for me and my family.  As some of you know I have 2 beautiful little boys that I adore more than life itself. The journey to have these little guys was a long struggle but well worth every second of it.  After a devastating early miscarriage and 2 plus years of trying unsuccessfully to have a child we turned to a fertility specialist.

After our first round of IVF in 2011 we conceived 2 babies but lost one early on.  We did however end up with a fantastic son born at 37 weeks. Fast forward to 2013 and our first round of Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET) we conceived a little girl but sadly lost that pregnancy too in early July at 10.5 weeks. Devastated but determined to have another child we did our second FET in December and found out we were pregnant on my late mother"s birthday!  It was a complicated pregnancy to say the least with a bad subchorionic hemorrhage at just 5.5 weeks, and then SEVERE hyperemesis until I delivered at 39.1 weeks.  I now have a 3 year old son and an almost 10 month old son.

Tomorrow I am scheduled for my third and final FET!!!  I"m a little nervous and a lot excited.  I always wanted 3 or 4 children and tomorrow is the last chance to make that dream come true.  I hope and pray that God blesses us with another little miracle or 2, but I know it is all in His hands.  While I do want another child or children, I know that I am so very blessed to have my two wonderful sons.  They are more than enough to fill my heart and life if we are not destined to have any more children.